Sunday, October 11, 2009

MIA

Hello, everyone! I am so sorry to be gone so long! We are visiting the girls' grandparents and hope the weather will break so we can return home tomorrow. Crazy snow! I have caught up on all my reading. I am happy for many of those who are having much success and identify with those of you who are struggling...

The past 3 days have been awful. I have been so incredibly bad I don't even want to go into the details. :( I have not weighed myself since Thursday and don't plan on doing so until Tuesday. I am not looking forward to revealing the damage I have done. Let's just say, being on a diet at grandma's is not so conducive to weight loss or improving my weak and already failing will power. Tomorrow I plan to do a good apple day while drinking lots of water. I am going to continue until my HCG is gone so I can try and pull myself out of the situation I have put myself in. Wish me luck! I am seriously going to need it...

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  1. I think you look fantastic. You will be able to get back on track, just look how far you have come.

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  2. What Miss Mary said. You're HAWT. You'll get back on track.

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  3. Awwww... thanks guys! That is really sweet, but I am going through some terrible self sabotage. I guess I just need to ask myself what I really want out of this round: to be in control or just give up? I want to gain control at least and not worry so much about my weight goal, but just being able to end this round with control. That is really what I want and what I need to achieve. Thanks so much for the support! :)

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  4. I trust that you can pull yourself out of the self-sabotage. You have done a wonderful job so far. You owe it to yourself to get back in control and finish this off the right way.

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  5. I've been where you are! You are going to have to suck it up, get on the scale and face it. Then deal. And you will be fine! :)

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