Thursday, August 4, 2011

Pity party commencing...

Where is the fire in my belly?  Where is my desire to excel?  Where is my determination? 

Who the hell knows??!!!

Everything in my life seems out of control and the one thing I can have control of (ie. my diet) I am letting slip through my grasp too.  I just want to cry and don't know what to do?  I keep posting little tidbits here and there to try and hide the pain of disappointment in myself and things going on in my life, but the truth is right here:  this completely sucks and I am the only one who can pull myself out of it.     

Okay, I better just call it good.  Thanks for listening to my little pity party...

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Biking in heels...

I follow a couple neat blogs and these women are "Cute Commuters" in New York (see sidebar).  I have a desire to become such a thing.  Who knows maybe when my kids are a little older and I get a cute bike and some cute outfits. :)  Do you think it would work out here in good ole' Wyoming? lol!  Give 'em hell... or a show- one or the other. haha!     

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Advice from a tea bag...

To be healthy: eat right, walk right 
and talk to yourself right.

Yep, still doing horribly, but maybe I just need to talk to myself differently?  After I read this little tag on the end of my tea bag I thought to myself, "Wow, I do talk to myself quite harshly... I don't talk to anyone else like this.  Why do I do it to myself?"

I am not horrible for doing a terrible job on this diet.  I don't know what I am, but the fact is: we all struggle.  How do you pull yourself out of a funk?  I need to get my head back in the game... I thought I was ready, but maybe I need to dig a little deeper and figure out what is holding me back.  

Talk to yourself right.  Love it!