I'm still alive!

weigh in:  153.6 lbs

I am so sorry guys for being gone so long.  I hope you all have been well!  My router crashed and we have been dealing with some stuff and haven't got it fixed yet- however this morning I thought I would try it out and sure enough it fixed itself for the time being.  We'll see how long it lasts. :)

I am hanging in there.  Man, this round is kicking my butt.  (and not in a good way... :))  I got down to 153 yesterday (pretty good for being at 158.6 just this past Tuesday) with a 2 pound loss and then ate cheese and walnuts yesterday to land me at a gain for today.  I am not going to post the day I am on or the weight loss, because ultimately it doesn't matter (and it is slightly depressing)- I have to get to 145 or close.  I don't know how much longer I can hold on though. :(  I am putting so much pressure on myself because of those stupid, ridiculous high school reunions coming up in a month or so.  So, I really don't have room to get on maintenance and then start another round before all these occasions.  But, maybe I need to take a look at the calendar again and see what I can or should do???  Who knows?  I need to get this figured out soon and proceed with the plan.   

Anyway, I am pushing on the best I can.  Thanks so much for all the comments, by the way!  Thanks for the concern and care, also!!!  You all mean so much to me!  Thanks again!  I will try to catch up with you all soon, too...   

Here is to seeing 149 sometime this week!!!