Tuesday, March 13, 2012
A better me
As of today, I have lost 8.6 pounds on SugarFree Protocol. I had great measurements yesterday and am so happy with this diet so far.
However, as you all know I have some issues with success and failure. I initiate self sabotage when either one occurs. Yesterday evening, I cheated. This morning I called up my coach on this journey with a regretful shame. She however, made me realize I really need to take a look at this on deeper levels. She made me feel so much better that this is not weakness, but rather a learning opportunity. I really do need to learn about this at a root level and move on with my life. I do think a lot of it stems from my mother (you guys know a lot of this background). There are other factors too, which I need to work through with some help.
I just feel hopeful and happy to be on this journey. I am going to not only become a slimmer me, but also a better me.
Hope you all are well and as always enjoying transformations on many levels! :)